Sunday, November 20, 2011

Welcome Back to Ithaca!

Good grief! I haven't written on here since the Fourth of September and that was two months ago! Yikes!! Well, for starters, James and I are back in Ithaca. We moved back in August. We just felt that it would be better if we moved back. James has received temporary jobs for Cornell University here and there, but he really wants to get his job back at Wegman's and on Monday he is going to talk to HR and see what they can do about it. I transferred back to the Walmart and got my old job back in the Pharmacy and so far, I am liking it and it feels good to be back. There are some moments where I feel like I just want to strangle a few people, but that's life and I have to deal with it one second, one minute, and one day at a time or else I will just lose it!
Oh and we are now really really really trying to conceive. It's tiring and not to mention disappointing to see your period arrive just "on time" like you hope it wouldn't. So on November 10 James and I went to OBGYN Associates of Ithaca to run tests and see what we can do to get pregnant. I got my blood drawn for so many tests it was as if I was pregnant again. I said it once and I will say it again, I DO NOT LIKE NEEDLES!!! Although this time around was pleasantly nice (if that makes any sense). I got the results of my blood work and everything is normal (yay!!) except for my cholesterol(boo!!); it's high and I need to get it down. This shouldn't be too hard because James and I are watching what we eat and now I just need to exercise 5 times a week. In other words, I guess I need to get up earlier than I do before I go to work and exercise...shouldn't be too hard, right? I have also this condition or some bacteria called ureaplasma or something like that. It's hard to explain, but sometime I will Wiki it and post it on here. The doctor will put James and I on antibiotics and starting the first day of my period, I need to take it for two weeks. Funny on December 14th is when I see her again for a follow-up. I just hope and pray that this antibiotic well help James and I. Who knew trying to have a baby will be this difficult after miscarrying?!
I guess that's all the updates I have for now. I am going to try (notice I said try) to write on here a lot more than I have. Until the next post, have a great week and God Bless!

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Random Bloggin'

*Side note, this is just me ranting on what is going on in my mind. Nothing more nothing less.*


When someone tells you that they don't want to hear from you again, what would you do? Say goodbye and say it's been fun or don't talk to them for a while and then send them an email as if nothing happened? You would think that if someone told you that they don't want to talk to you anymore that they will leave you alone. Nope, not happening. Even when you tell them that you have moved and you want to be left alone. Again, nope not happening. The more you talk to this person, the more you find out and the stuff you find out about this person is quite disturbing to the point that again, you don't want to talk to them. Again, nope not happening. Maybe it's time that this person should change their email so this person won't hear from them again. Better yet, they shouldn't reply when the person sends emails to them. It's almost scary because the person even agreed that it would be best that they don't talk to the person anymore. Problem is is that this person has a drug problem and is an alcoholic. BAD combination. I just think that this person should leave the other person alone and not talk to them and see what they do. I almost said it, you know, "nope, not happening", but I honestly think that this may teach them a lesson. Who actually knows at this point? I have so many things going through my mind and this is what I write about?! Wow, pretty sad if you ask me. I guess this is the one thing that I keep on talking to God about and it won't leave my mind until it's finally "settled" (whatever that means).

Monday, July 4, 2011

Broken Promises

*Note, this has nothing to do with James or my marriage. Just wanted to rant for a little bit*

If you are going to say you want to hang out, please say it and mean it! Three or maybe four or I am not sure because I am frankly tired of counting, but I have this friend that keeps on saying that they want to hang out, but things get in the way whether it's them drinking too much (which I think they need to get help), family, or it's just they don't want to. I have forgiven them way too many times and I am not sure if I can do it again. The thing is everytime we make plans to do something, it BLOWS up in MY face and I can't do it anymore. I just can't. I need a vacation. Thank goodness James and I are going to New York for his family reunion this Friday. Time a way from Kansas will do us some good. Oh and by the way, Happy Fourth Everyone!

Monday, April 18, 2011

When it Rains it Pours

Today is my last night at Cedar Rapids with Chris and Aileen. It's been fun, but I feel it's really time for us to go. It's official, my gallbladder is out. It's has been a week today since I have had my gallbladder out and let me tell you, I am reminded of it each and everyday. Lately I have been reminded for the past few days. Everything that I have eaten tells me that I don't have my gallbladder. I feel like everything that I have eaten I can't eat anymore. Yesterday we ate Taco Salad and that went through me and today we had Lasagna and I am almost positive that I will be going to the bathroom pretty soon. What in the world can I eat?! I am going to have to mention this to the doctor's this Friday when I have my post-operation check up. I really hate this feeling because it looks like I will be restricted to just soups and that's all. Or if I want to eat what I really want to eat, I will have to take some sort of medication to prevent me from going to the bathroom after I am done eating.
I have been warned that this may happen, but I didn't think that this will happen this quickly. It's quite depressing let me tell you. What a good way to lose weight, right? NOT! I just hope this process (watching what I am eating and seeing what my tummy can tolerate) doesn't get me down in the dumps because I have already cried about it and I don't want to do it here because they (Chris, Aileen, and James) would think that there's something wrong with my stomach (like I am in pain after surgery) and would want me to take something for it. I am going to sign off now. Have a good night everyone and God bless! Oh and by the way, who ever reads this, please pray for me. Thanks!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Updates and Info about my Procedure

Right now, I am in Cedar Rapids, Iowa visiting James' cousins Chris and Aileen and their two little girls Kathryn and Kailyn. I gave into temptation (I am NOT supposed to lift anything or anyone over 20 pounds) and carried Kailyn for a while and let me tell you, there's a reason why the doctors tell you NOT to do it!!! It kicked my butt big time and I am still paying for it. Besides that, my throat is killing me because of all of the acid that's in it; can't win can't win at all. It snowed this morning. I wish I took a picture to show you, but it did. It's supposed to be Spring not Winter. For crying out loud, Easter is next week and we aren't supposed to see snow, we are supposed to see green grass and flowers, not white stuff. I just hope that today is the LAST and I do repeat LAST day we see snow until December.

Every now and then, I look at my stomach and I was curious to all what was entailed when they removed my gallbladder, so I looked it up on Wikipedia and this is what I found:

Cholecystectomy (pronounced /ˌkɒləsɪsˈtɛktəmi/, plural: cholecystectomies) is the surgical removal of the gallbladder. It is the most common method for treating symptomatic gallstones. Surgical options include the standard procedure, called laparoscopic cholecystectomy, and an older more invasive procedure, called open cholecystectomy.

Open surgery

A traditional open cholecystectomy is a major abdominal surgery in which the surgeon removes the gallbladder through a 5-7 inch incision. Patients usually remain in the hospital overnight and may require several additional weeks to recover at home

Laparoscopic surgery

Laparoscopic cholecystectomy has now replaced open cholecystectomy as the first-choice of treatment for gallstones and inflammation of the gallbladder unless there are contraindications to the laparoscopic approach. This is because open surgery makes you more prone to infection. [1] Sometimes, a laparoscopic cholecystectomy will be converted to an open cholecystectomy for technical reasons or safety.

A US Navy general surgeon and an operating room nurse discuss proper procedures while performing a laparoscopic cholecystectomy surgery.

Laparoscopic cholecystectomy requires several small incisions in the abdomen to allow the insertion of operating ports, small cylindrical tubes approximately 5-10 mm in diameter, through which surgical instruments and a video camera are placed into the abdominal cavity. The camera illuminates the surgical field and sends a magnified image from inside the body to a video monitor, giving the surgeon a close-up view of the organs and tissues. The surgeon watches the monitor and performs the operation by manipulating the surgical instruments through the operating ports.

To begin the operation, the patient is anesthetized and placed in the supine position on the operating table. A scalpel is used to make a small incision at the umbilicus. Using either a Veress needle or Hasson technique the abdominal cavity is entered. The surgeon inflates the abdominal cavity with carbon dioxide to create a working space. The camera is placed through the umbilical port and the abdominal cavity is inspected. Additional ports are placed inferior to the ribs at the epigastric, midclavicular, and anterior axillary positions. The gallbladder fundus is identified, grasped, and retracted superiorly. With a second grasper, the gallbladder infundibulum is retracted laterally to expose and open Calot's Triangle (the area bound by the cystic artery, cystic duct, and common hepatic duct). The triangle is gently dissected to clear the peritoneal covering and obtain a view of the underlying structures. The cystic duct and the cystic artery are identified, clipped with tiny titanium clips and cut. Then the gallbladder is dissected away from the liver bed and removed through one of the ports. This type of surgery requires meticulous surgical skill, but in straightforward cases can be done in about an hour.

Recently, this procedure is performed through a single incision in the paitent's umbilicus. This advanced technique is called Laparoendoscopic Single Site Surgery or "LESS".

Procedural Risks and Complications

Laparoscopic cholecystectomy does not require the abdominal muscles to be cut, resulting in less pain, quicker healing, improved cosmetic results, and fewer complications such as infection and adhesions. Most patients can be discharged on the same or following day as the surgery, and most patients can return to any type of occupation in about a week.

An uncommon but potentially serious complication is injury to the common bile duct, which connects the gallbladder and liver. An injured bile duct can leak bile and cause a painful and potentially dangerous infection. Many cases of minor injury to the common bile duct can be managed non-surgically. Major injury to the bile duct, however, is a very serious problem and may require corrective surgery. This surgery should be performed by an experienced biliary surgeon.[2]

Abdominal peritoneal adhesions, gangrenous gallbladders, and other problems that obscure vision are discovered during about 5% of laparoscopic surgeries, forcing surgeons to switch to the standard cholecystectomy for safe removal of the gallbladder. Adhesions and gangrene, of course, can be quite serious, but converting to open surgery does not equate to a complication.

A Consensus Development Conference panel, convened by the National Institutes of Health in September 1992, endorsed laparoscopic cholecystectomy as a safe and effective surgical treatment for gallbladder removal, equal in efficacy to the traditional open surgery. The panel noted, however, that laparoscopic cholecystectomy should be performed only by experienced surgeons and only on patients who have symptoms of gallstones.

In addition, the panel noted that the outcome of laparoscopic cholecystectomy is greatly influenced by the training, experience, skill, and judgment of the surgeon performing the procedure. Therefore, the panel recommended that strict guidelines be developed for training and granting credentials in laparoscopic surgery, determining competence, and monitoring quality. According to the panel, efforts should continue toward developing a noninvasive approach to gallstone treatment that will not only eliminate existing stones, but also prevent their formation or recurrence.

One common complication of cholecystectomy is inadvertent injury to an anomalous bile duct known as Ducts of Luschka, occurring in 33% of the population. It is non-problematic until the gall bladder is removed, and the tiny supravesicular ducts may be incompletely cauterized or remain unobserved, leading to biliary leak post operatively. The patient will develop biliary peritonitis within 5 to 7 days following surgery, and will require a temporary biliary stent. It is important that the clinician recognize the possibility of bile peritonitis early and confirm diagnosis via HIDA scan to lower morbidity rate. Aggressive pain management and antibiotic therapy should be initiated as soon as diagnosed.

Biopsy
After removal, the gall bladder should be sent for biopsy . (pathological examination) to confirm the diagnosis and look for an incidental cancer. If cancer is present, a reoperation to remove part of the liver and lymph nodes will be required in most cases

Long-Term Prognosis

A minority of the population, from 5% to 40%, develop a condition called postcholecystectomy syndrome, or PCS.[4] Symptoms can include gastrointestinal distress and persistent pain in the upper right abdomen.

As many as twenty percent of patients develop chronic diarrhea. The cause is unclear, but is presumed to involve the disturbance to the bile system. Most cases clear up within weeks, though in rare cases the condition may last for many years. It can be controlled with drugs.

I am sure that I bored whoever just read this, but I was curious so I thought that I would share. I hope that I can do some functions at work next Thursday. I mean how hard can it be to count pills, check out customer's items, and walk to and from the break room? Not that hard, but the way I feel right now, I feel like I CAN'T do anything. I feel so weak it's not even funny. I hope that I will regain my strength soon. Until next post, God bless and have a great weekend!