Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I'm Happy for You...Really

Well, yesterday, I did the unthinkable at work. I cried. I cried so hard that it made one Pharmacist cry, too. The Pharmacy Manager announced that she's pregnant. You would think that they were happy tears, but in fact, they weren't. They were jealous tears. I so want to be pregnant again it's not even funny.
I know that I will become pregnant again, it's all up to God and when he wants me to, but lately I have been a little too impatient. Going on Facebook isn't a good thing for someone who wants to be pregnant again. I just read that someone is expecting and another one just gave birth. It makes me happy for them and yet sad for me. I know I will be pregnant again, I just can't stress about it because it only makes it worse.