"Dance as though no one is watching you, Love as though you have never been hurt before, Sing as though no one can hear you, Live as though heaven on Earth" -Souza
Goodness, it has been how long (?) since I have written in this blog of mine. Just to keep you or whomever reads this updated but just to give a fair warning, some of what I am about to say could be disgusting or just TMI (too much information):
I finally started my period after miscarrying over a month ago. I am happy that it finally came again because that means everything is everything and before you know it, James and I could start trying again!
I am officially driving to and from Odessa all by myself (without James being in the car with me) and let me tell you, it's a wonderful and I do mean wonderful feeling!!! Ever since I got into that car accident two months ago, I thought that I wouldn't be able to drive again. But with the help of God and James, I am able to and I couldn't be any happier than I am now!!! Although I have to face driving in the snow by myself and I am not looking forward to that at all.
With the exception of this constant headache that I have been having, I am doing ok health wise. Just keep on having these and it's been on-going since last Monday. Just when I thought that it (the headache) was gone, it would show up again. Today, it came with full-force and I wasn't prepared for it at all. I went home a half hour early because I couldn't stand the pain anymore; I cried like a baby today when I was on my break. I took Excedrin Migraine and it touch a little bit of it, and then it came back. So just now, I took two Naproxen 500mg and I hope that I will be able to sleep well tonight.
The old Pharmacist that I used to work with Joe, came from South Carolina to visit with his girlfriend Peg and of course he asked me the question that I was dreading him to ask: why didn't I tell him that I was pregnant and that I miscarried? I broke down right there. Just when you think that you can get pass this (miscarrying and all), someone throws you a curve ball and you start over again. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to tell him, but I didn't want Lori to tell him. Does that make sense? I hope so because for some reason, he didn't understand it. Overall, it was good to see him, but I just wish he didn't ask me that question. The day would've been a little better than it was if he didn't ask me that.
I think that I am done updating right now. It's October 12 and right now it feels like it's Decemeber 21; yup, it's that COLD. Typical New York weather I am telling you. Up, down, and all around, in a New York minute the weather can just turn from hot to cold and vice versa. Well, I am going to sign off now. Until the next post, have a great week and God Bless!
If you believe in prayer or just hope, please hope or pray that this headache won't be a constant stress in my life because it really really sucks.
