Friday, January 2, 2009

There's Nothing Left of Me

"Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan 'press on' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race." -Calvin Coolidge
I just found out today that the Police in Minnesota only caught ONE yes, ONE person that was involved in my identity theft situation and personally, my face went from this Bounce to this Big Shed Tears:11754 in all matter of seconds. In fact, I was crying before I started typing this. The person that they caught in Minnesota was in a different county from where other things has happened but I do know that it's still in Minnesota. The person that is going to be arraigned admitted that she used my name. In fact, the woman admitted that this guy paid her narcotics and money to use my name to get furniture from two furniture stores.
I am numb right now, I don't know how I am supposed to feel at this moment. I called home and my Mom told me to keep my head up because at least they caught one person in this mess of mine. I just don't know anymore about this whole Identity Theft case. I really wish that they would catch each and every person that is involved in this. I wish that my little sister grabbed my purse. I wish that I wasn't so foolish into trusting my little sister with my purse. I wish that I never traveled through Greyhound to begin with. There's so many things that you can wish for, but none of them can come true let alone you can't turn back the clock and wish that you can change things.
People tell me that I should move on from this situation, but it's been over a year and I still haven't been able to move on from this. I am just glad that I have James here with me or else I really don't know what I would do. He has been my rock throughout this whole entire journey and I know that sometime or someday I will be able to say that I have moved on and I am ready for the next chapter in my life but as of right now, it's not in the cards.
The person that they caught, well, I just have a funny feeling that she may have done this in other cities in Minnesota and unfortunately, the police haven't pieced it together...yet. I mentioned in my Facebook that I want her to suffer because I am suffering right now and until justice is served, I will have this face again Stupid laugh:11646. I know that God is watching over me and with Him by my side, I know that I can get through this. Like the verse says: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" -Philippians 4:13
This is how I am going to end my blog for today, scripture from the Bible. It comes from The Book of Jeremiah chapter 29 verses 11-13: For I know the plans that I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Through perseverance and hard work, I know that this person or persons will be finally caught and when they do, I will be able to finally say that I saw light at the end of the tunnel and change the title of my blog from "There's Nothing Left of Me" to "There's Everything Left of Me" (if that makes any sense) or something like that. Well, I am going to sign off now. Hope that everyone has a good weekend and until I write again, God Bless!

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