Thursday, July 24, 2008

What a Feeling it is....


What a feeling it is...Oh how I wish I was fishing right now...(but not being eaten by the Shark of course) just sitting back and not worrying about anything or anyone for the time being. But, I can't and since I don't have a fishing license but, being at home for a whole week not worrying about work is my version of fishing. Or, I can be like Homer here and just drive endlessly until my heart and mind tell me to turn around and head back to my Mother's house and give her the keys and go downstairs and lay down and dream about what I just did over and over again.What a feeling it is....just to be doing nothing. Positively without a doubt nothing at all.
Whether it is driving, fishing, sleeping, or even relaxing. I just know that I am not doing anything that involves work and I must say it's such a grand thing. I just wish that James was with me to enjoy this feeling. Then again, when he has a day off, he enjoys it as much as he possibly can. Just relaxing and enjoying it until I have to go home on Monday. This has been a relaxing week; not caring about anything or anyone. Goodness, I need to have this more often. I don't know what I am jabbering about this time around but, at least I am making sense...or am I?
I don't know what the purpose of this blog is but then again, I guess it's about being lazy for the first time in I really don't know how long and it feels fantastic!! Or even watching the sunset sounds good with James after a rainy day sounds good to me at this point. This blog is a first for me; a first of many...meaning that I will try to put pictures to animate my moods...or something like that. Hey, at least I am not stumbling or falling like Homer here: I guess it could be worse but, I am sure that I won't be falling...just walking and enjoying what God has made.


Oh what a feeling it is to imagine myself sitting on a beach with James looking at the ocean: and wish that all of our worries would go away. Yet, we don't have any worries at all. Any worries that we do have we just put it up to God and we know that we will be fine. I won't be pacing or wondering if God will be there for me because I know He will always be there for me no matter what the circumstances are. Oh what a feeling it is that James and I could be dancing and not worry about getting dizzy from spinning so many times because we have each other no matter what lies ahead. Is this blog of mine or what? I don't think it is but it's really close. What a feeling it is not to worry about life because my life and health are great and I couldn't ask for more! I am blabbing and jabbering again. I don't know what I am talking about. I guess I just wanted to post pictures and I did so am I done writing? Who actually knows? It's 10:28pm central standard time and if I was in Ithaca, I would be thinking that I need to go to bed so I can get up early for work...then again, tomorrow is Friday and I wouldn't have to be at work until one so I guess sleeping in is an option. Oh what a feeling it is not to worry about it...for now anyways. :)
I am done writing..oh what a feeling it is to be done writing...get the theme of this blog? Hope so! Have a wonderful week and weekend everyone! God bless!

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