So, 
everyone! It's Monday and what a Monday it is here in Ithaca, New York. The weather is somewhat cold with a rain-snow mix going on and I bet if it gets any colder, I am sure that we would have snow overnight. Today was my first time opening the Pharmacy (meaning getting there at 9 when the Pharmacy opens instead of 11) and I thought that today was going to be a good day....until one Technician and Greg (the Pharmacist) got into it. She just didn't know how to shut up and I almost wanted to do this 
I know that she had her reasons why she called out so much and of course I didn't say anything about them but Greg did. In fact, he called her out on a lot of things like why she didn't follow company policy or why come back from breaks later than she was supposed to. And while he was telling her this, she looked at me and all I could say was 
but of course, I didn't say it out loud. Then, she got into my face 
by saying that I wasn't even working six months and I got two weeks vacation. It's not my fault that I got it. I asked for it so I got it plain and simple. Sometimes I wish that I could just float
away when stuff like this happens and come back down when it's all over and done with. This had nothing to do with me and yet, she decided to include me in it. When the other technician came in, she decided to talk to him instead of Greg and I and to be honest, I thought that was a bit childish of her. What did you expect me to do? Stand up for you and be on your side and say, don't worry everything will be ok; I got your back. No, I won't do that now or ever. This particular technician is a
type of person in other words, narcissistic very narcissistic and there's no changing her one bit. Ever since I have been back to this particular pharmacy, she has been saying nothing but bad things about me and because of that, I will never ever stand up for her. Sounds harsh, yes but I am one of those type of people that it takes a LONG time for me to forgive you for what you have done especially if you don't actually admit that you did it in the first place. There are times that I wish that I could blink
her gone, but I know that can't happen so I just have to suck it up and go with the flow.Have you ever danced
and felt good about doing it? As a matter of fact, have you ever just stopped and rejoiced to see what God has done for you? It's times like what I went through today that I could never 
. And with prayer, you would be surprised on how much it can help you. It has helped me plenty of times (counting today). I think that I am done writing in here for tonight. I still need to eat dinner and go to bed because I have to work tomorrow morning. Have a good night everyone and God bless!
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